Ayub 23
Ayub · Job
1Tetapi Ayub menjawab:
1Then Job answered and said:
2"Sekarang ini keluh kesahku menjadi pemberontakan, tangan-Nya menekan aku, sehingga aku mengaduh.
2"Today also my complaint is bitter; my hand is heavy on account of my groaning.
3Ah, semoga aku tahu mendapatkan Dia, dan boleh datang ke tempat Ia bersemayam.
3Oh, that I knew where I might find him, that I might come even to his seat!
4Maka akan kupaparkan perkaraku di hadapan-Nya, dan kupenuhi mulutku dengan kata-kata pembelaan.
4I would lay my case before him and fill my mouth with arguments.
5Maka aku akan mengetahui jawaban-jawaban yang diberikan-Nya kepadaku dan aku akan mengerti, apa yang difirmankan-Nya kepadaku.
5I would know what he would answer me and understand what he would say to me.
6Sudikah Ia mengadakan perkara dengan aku dalam kemahakuasaan-Nya? Tidak, Ia akan menaruh perhatian kepadaku.
6Would he contend with me in the greatness of his power? No; he would pay attention to me.
7Orang jujurlah yang akan membela diri di hadapan-Nya, dan aku akan bebas dari Hakimku untuk selama-lamanya.
7There an upright man could argue with him, and I would be acquitted forever by my judge.
8Sesungguhnya, kalau aku berjalan ke timur, Ia tidak di sana; atau ke barat, tidak kudapati Dia;
8"Behold, I go forward, but he is not there, and backward, but I do not perceive him;
9di utara kucari Dia, Ia tidak tampak, aku berpaling ke selatan, aku tidak melihat Dia.
9on the left hand when he is working, I do not behold him; he turns to the right hand, but I do not see him.
10Karena Ia tahu jalan hidupku; seandainya Ia menguji aku, aku akan timbul seperti emas.
10But he knows the way that I take; when he has tried me, I shall come out as gold.
11Kakiku tetap mengikuti jejak-Nya, aku menuruti jalan-Nya dan tidak menyimpang.
11My foot has held fast to his steps; I have kept his way and have not turned aside.
12Perintah dari bibir-Nya tidak kulanggar, dalam sanubariku kusimpan ucapan mulut-Nya.
12I have not departed from the commandment of his lips; I have treasured the words of his mouth more than my portion of food.
13Tetapi Ia tidak pernah berubah--siapa dapat menghalangi Dia? Apa yang dikehendaki-Nya, dilaksanakan-Nya juga.
13But he is unchangeable, and who can turn him back? What he desires, that he does.
14Karena Ia akan menyelesaikan apa yang ditetapkan atasku, dan banyak lagi hal yang serupa itu dimaksudkan-Nya.
14For he will complete what he appoints for me, and many such things are in his mind.
15Itulah sebabnya hatiku gemetar menghadapi Dia, kalau semuanya itu kubayangkan, maka aku ketakutan terhadap Dia.
15Therefore I am terrified at his presence; when I consider, I am in dread of him.
16Allah telah membuat aku putus asa, Yang Mahakuasa telah membuat hatiku gemetar;
16God has made my heart faint; the Almighty has terrified me;
17sebab bukan karena kegelapan aku binasa, dan bukan juga karena mukaku ditutupi gelap gulita."
17yet I am not silenced because of the darkness, nor because thick darkness covers my face.